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Mood:  hug me

I miss my Tom.

 

I hate going on "vacation"

 

I miss Tom so much!

i'm not wearing ANY make up today

last day of school
Mood:  mischievious
I am SO unbelievablly bored right now...it's only 10
1 hour and 30 minutes left...:sigh:
i am quite happy that school is over for a couple of months.even though i find the summer to be boring, at least i won't have to go to school and hide from the creepy gut who thinks he's "goth".
he's followed me 5 times so far today...EWWWWW!

Now Playing: "Angels" - Within Tempation
i feel so sick..oh well...
my stomach is probaly eating it's self...
FUN! i ate too many of my various diet pills.

Mood:  not sure
last night, i found out the my 23 year old cousin Nicole is dying.she overdosed on some type of pain killers and some type of Amphetamine. she's been unconscious for 3 days.the people who she was with dropped her off at a hospital in Carson City , Nevada and left her there . her condition was so bad that she had to be air lifted to another hospital in Reno,Nevada.The police spent two days looking for the person the dropped her off.the poilce eventually found him and arrested him and he's going to be charged with something.
Micole's husband wants to take her off the machine that is keeping her alive so most of my family is staying at the hospital so he can't take her off life support.Her husband thinks that she was just trying to kill herself so why not let her die?
so, now my dad wants to go to Reno.if he goes i have to go too..:sigh:

I am the only person in the class room besides the teacher. it's really weird....

only one person will understand:
Mood:  down
I'm sorry that i hurt you.I didn't relize that i did. i wasn't intentinally trying to ingore you.i don't know what i can say to you when you tell me about what your planning.i don't want you to go through with it,but i know that it's not my place to tell you not to. you may think that your nothing to me,but your not.Your everything to me.maybe one day, i can make you as happy as you make me.
i hope you know how truly sorry i am.